It’s cloudy out. I took a picture of them - the clouds, I mean - with my sugar-snap peas in the foreground. It looked good in sepia.

My OS X weather widget tells me it’s raining, but my eyes tell me it’s not; as such, I must conclude that rain in the near future is not out of the question.
I’m reading bits of Donna Tartt’s The Little Friend at intervals, which had a slow start and which is very different from her last novel but which I’m beginning to like.
I’m also picking up Watchmen and Francine Prose’s Reading Like a Writer - oh, and a nonfiction research book - and reading a few pages of each before setting them down again.
But most of all, I’m staring at my Google Analytics statistics page in a state of dazed bewilderment, pressing the refresh button every couple minutes. Yesterday’s post made it to Reddit’s front page as well as getting some StumbleUpon attention, and the number of people who stopped by is quickly approaching 25,000.
Twenty-five thousand.
To give you some perspective, the daily visits have generally been between 20 and 50 until now. I was happy with that; I mean, Novelish opened barely two weeks ago and this is my first blog, so I’m still learning. But today I was forced to upgrade my hosting account just to keep the site online.
With so much attention, there’s inevitably been a lot of comments about “cover deja vu” around the internet (and on Reddit in particular). Mostly they’re positive. Some people felt that the title was misleading - or that photos repeated on multiple covers is really no big deal and I shouldn’t be so damn proud of finding it.
The truth is, I didn’t put much thought into the title or anything else. I wanted something short that would convey the content of the post; Cover Deja Vu seemed to sum it up nicely. I wanted people to know it involved stock photos, so I added The Dangers of Stock Photography to the end.
I thought the post was a rather good idea, but nothing huge - I expected to get a few hundred visits from it at most, if I was lucky. Would I have spent more time on it if I’d known about the 25,000 visitors? Yes. Yes. I’d have gone through another dozen drafts at least. Actually, I think I’d have been afraid to post it at all.
Which brings me to the main point of this entry: the realization that so many people are reading what you write can be a scary one. I wanted Novelish to be a place for me from the beginning - people who liked it would read it, but I wouldn’t concern myself with creating popular content. And I’m finding that it’s much, much harder for me to stick with that plan after such a huge traffic surge.
Sure, I’ll consider myself lucky if one in a thousand of those visitors become regulars here, but something about the knowledge that I might have even 25 more readers than I did last week makes me very conscious of the quality of my writing. I have to wonder how novelists with tens of millions of books in print (like J.K. Rowling, Dan Brown, or even Charles Frazier) ever get by.
My next review (of Patrick Rothfuss’s The Name of the Wind) should be ready sometime tomorrow. is delayed, but will be posted soon. Until then, I’ll do my best to stop obsessing over whether I’m focusing on the right things, using the right words, and successfully getting my message across.